21 Revelations about me 😞

It took me some time to realize certain things about myself but now I'm shooketh:

1. I'm super clumsy 

2. I'm not good with authority

3. I hate small talk 

4. I have a strong dislike for most people 

5. I am very miserable

6. I am more comfortable being depressed than I am being happy

7. When I am happy I spent way too much time waiting for the other shoe to drop

8. I'm not necessarily lazy but I do lack motivation always have

9. I work better and faster when I'm under pressure

10. I attract people who think it's my job to fix them

11. People think I'm stronger than I am but hey even strong people need support right

12. To some degree I've given up on life and that's sad but it's also part of the reason why I'm stuck in limbo

13. I'm single because I don't think I'm good enough for anyone right now

14. I've been too giving with people in the past and now I'm scared to be too nice to anyone else for fear that they will use me like others have in the past and that's sad because I'm probably missing out on some awesome friendships

15. At the end of the day I just want my family and friends to understand me no matter much I claim the opposite

16. I'm what's keeping me from moving forward

17. I might be a little bit dead inside

18. I'm scared of taking risks and trying new things

19. I'm not as tough as I act

20. I do want friends no matter how much I say that friendship is overrated

21. This one is dark but I am in a lot of pain from not dealing with my trauma and it is actually killing my spirit.

Bonus: I hate being an adult.

Trial & Error