Merry Grinch-mas!

Hello all guess what? I'm sick very sick like I do the bare minimum and I feel weak af sick. Anyway there's no better way to know you're not important to those around you by getting sick and being ignored lol. Don't worry I'm not crying through the pain, I'm kind of over it at this point. As it stands I am the black sheep of my family so it is all to be expected isn't it? 

Anyway moving on this post is not meant to be a woe is me type of thing it's more of a taking a moment to let go of some thoughts and feelings that have been holding me back for quite some time. 

1. To that one guy who calls himself a friend but spends lengthy phone conversations patronizing me time and time again FUCK YOU!!!!. Somebody really loves to hear the sound of their own voice and it shows. It's not my fault that you feel the need to overcompensate by bringing me down with your snarky out dated bullshit comments that one is all on you bro.

2. I need to stop engaging with people on the internet and by engaging I mean having pointless arguments. What a waste of time and energy.

3. To that old girl who's a friend that only calls me when it's convenient to her to talk about only her, girl leave me the fuck alone. Go see a professional it's about damn time. I cannot bear to hear you repeat the same shit over and over again. It's getting old my friend. 

4. To my family that might or might not miss me when I'm finally gone. Bye! 

I ran out of steam because as I said earlier I'm kinda sick but rest assured there will be more rants at least before the year ends. I'm tired of holding stuff in against people and against myself, I need to let some stuff go and move on. It's about damn time.

Until next time.

Trial & Error