So much to do but so little concentration! 😤

Man I feel like I'm stuck. Stuck in an endless rut, a never-ending cycle of what's next, where am I? and where am I supposed to be?. It's not quite a feeling of being lost more so a feeing of being in a grey zone. I feel like I came off of the conveyor belt of life; working 9-5, no promotion in sight, unsure of what I was supposed to be doing next, steady wondering if this was it my end goal, my final point, but instead of finding and figuring out the change I was obviously chasing I ended up standing still not even moving neither back nor forth just left wondering around aimlessly, not lost but just not there yet. 

Everyone else around me is moving forward and even if they're not moving at warp speed they're still moving faster than me and at the very least they have a destination in sight, goals and aims, while I just have ideas and plans yes but how do I start to implement them, how do I go about executing them? I feel like I have a vague idea of the how to but I'm still lacking the drive, the motivation, the push, the something. 

I'm going to find the positive here, the fact that I have plans and that I am actively working towards them is a major one. Then there's the fact that there are means for me to make them possible and even though my procrastination is as always present maybe I can see it as a way for me to have time, time to get my plans together and time to work out the kinks in those plans until the right moment comes for me to put them in motion 😊. Yeah I'll make that my bright side.