Hey y'all

 It's 21 days into the New Year 2023 and I am having my first meltdown yay me!.

Maybe I'm a loser who will never figure out what the f I want to do with my life, maybe I'm destined to be stuck at the bottom of the barrel or I don't know forever on the conveyor belt of life. I don't know shit, all I know is that I need to learn how to cope or else this darkness will swallow me up completely and I am not ready or willing to let that happen so I need to get off my ass and push forth because finding my peace and contentment is very much possible, probable and on it's way. 

Mini rant about the immense sadness that is threatening to consume me but something I will overcome.

Trial & Error.