Mini Rant & Prayers

Mini Rant. 

Confession Time: 

I'm stuck. I'm currently unemployed and trying my hardest to find a new job. However, my main dilemma is that I need a job, but I don't want to just get another one that does not pay well and makes me unhappy. So I'm caught between carefully applying for jobs I can see myself doing for a while and just applying for any and every job. I need and want money, sue me, but I'm tired of not using my Diploma and my Degree, but also working aimlessly and living pay cheque to pay cheque yet again sounds depressing and feels as though it will land me back in the endless cycle of being a part of the conveyor belt of life. 

Quick Prayer: 

Heavenly Father, I offer this dilemma with regards to my current financial situation and unemployment status to you. Guide me, Father, during this time and show me the best jobs to apply for with maximum benefits, the best salary, and the overall healthiest work environment to boot. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen. 

Confession Time: 

Truly, I have no passion or drive for life. I feel lost and stuck in place, silently watching all of my friends and even family members move forward while I can't seem to find the energy to even begin the climb. It's time to get back up, and I'm aware of that. I'm also aware of just how tired I am of being tired, but without a will or purpose for living, I feel empty, useless, confused, and out of place.

Quick Prayer: 

Heavenly Father, I'm tired. why am I so tired? Father God, please cleanse me of whatever ails me and is holding me back from standing firmly on my own. Help me to find my will and purpose in this life and the ability to move forward, to live well again. Help me to get on the path of living a life that you would be proud of. A life blessed and ordained by you. In Jesus' name, I pray, Amen.

Mini Rant Over.......................for now.