Am I a loser?

 Am I a loser? Cause I feel like I'm a loser. I'm in my early 30s and it feels like I have nothing to show for it. The saying everything happens in due time and the idea that even if it takes longer for you than it did for others it will still happen if it's meant to be is not the most comforting ideology when you're in your early 30s and everyone else around you that you actually care about who's slightly younger or the same age is doing things like getting married, having kids, and making money even if it's not within their dream job or dream career. It's very depressing actually. And then you have some of those same people who seem to be speed racing through life, doing all the things that society says you're supposed to be doing at a specific age leaving you in the dust and you just think when will I finally be able to figure myself out and get to a place where I can be proud of my current situation instead of feeling like a failure?

Sometimes I just want to lay in bed and sleep the rest of my miserable life away. I sit and watch mindless videos trying to ignore my disappointment in myself. Even with the understanding that when I had a job deemed worthy and appropriate by society and my family, I still felt as though I was not where I was supposed to be in life. So what does that say about my mindset, my vision for my life, my self-worth, everything?. Boy oh boy this mindset is getting exhausting and living up to these expectations and my own disappointment in myself is getting harder and harder day by day. 

So what do I do then? How do I get unstuck from this position of worthlessness? Share your own thoughts in the comments, please.